thoughts thought to protect can sometimes just inhibit. let the lights of simplicity shine through and the bare truth takes you farther. with a warmth that is never the same with layers on. embrace it. once completely showered in light you can only get warmer but never too hot. always the most perfect temperature. becauase He is perfect. it's a limitless upwards and outwards expansion from then on. and it radiates.






You make me smile. in Him is you and vice versa.

You've brought me to the light. From the depths of the seemingly inescapable debilitating and frightening caverns of thought emotion and soul. A place that leaves a scar. Maybe not one visible to the naked eye. But you move on. Never realizing or noticing that that scar has got you in a chokehold, with enough air to survive but nothing more. Until you feel those faint rays of sunshine do you remember the sweetness and tenderness and beauty in things. it's a shame. to try and hide from that light when it shines so incredibly and breathtakingly bright. like a weak and wounded animal though, its easy to retreat in mistrust and caution. but when the light of Him is so awesome in the most meaningful and literal way there is no other alternative than to bask in its glory.

















memories that stick with you
follow your every move. dictating. leading to
a blackness that is not just color
eyes wide open in darkness is misleading
just as the armor intended to protect

I Like

Heal me, O LORD, and I shall be healed; save me, and I shall be saved: for thou art my praise. Jeremiah 17:14

Something to think about....or not.

So as I was trying extremely hard to cut in a straight line I was like...the more I concentrate the blurrier my vision gets...implications? Or maybe I just need some glasses.

2010: Things are looking up

After going through two awesomely awful and pitiful years it seems as if the only direction 2010 can take is endlessly upwards.

The transition was slow and invisible and seemingly impossible, but once accepted it began to manifest at an unfathomable rate and with such unexpected strength. Things began to click.

I've made some decisions that I think will be most beneficial to me.






New connections follow failed ones that encourage none.

A New Look

This post should have been from 2009. Oops.

So as the year progresses I am bombarded with disturbing and depressing information about the state of our environment.

Although I have slowly but surely come to terms with this continuous flow of knowledge I am becoming more and more determined and focused on inserting my agenda in everything I do while not attacking people.







Live Free Travel See Meet Love Move Miss

i am not your daily fix of sunshine.


goodbye.